Never say never

Recently I've felt like I have so many things to say but so little energy to do so. Blame the crazy mind and brain that works together to destroy this little poor girl.  Plus, I have to rush for work like crazy, hence all the brain cells condemned me.

Imagine I have to finish this all by myself within 3 fucking days!!! And this cost 2k. I would probably just open my own firm and earn 6k in 9days. lol. 




Well I guess I abandoned my beauty blog for quite a long time I think and I should probably make a post there soon. Finger crossed that I am going to be able to update there despite the workloads I'm facing naooo. I think I should just lay straight and die~~~ hahaha.. Peace

Apart from me

I don't wanna lie, but I still couldn't get over Jay after watching his concert. The people in rock zone is real lucky.AWW~ He is ever so talented and I wonder how he could ever make it. Inspiring people. 

I'm still stuck with this emo shit still lingering around me, literally. Maybe is because I have too much fun over the weekend with the girls. How I wish 5th of march could just stop there, forever. I wish I won't grow and could stay young in life too.rofl

Guess I have a brain damage today so I couldn't find more things to blog about and I think I'm gonna fall sick soon.Alright, well I guess I'll just stop here. Until next time. 

 

Do I still have to carry on with this shit?

Movie marathon for Burlesque and Sanctum was awesome, although abit tiring.lol. Did I ever tell that watching movie in the cinema is my favorite? It's just one of the things that have to be in my check list every week or at least once in two weeks time. My companion is the most wonderful people on earth as they never fail to put a smile on me when they are around.

Tomorrow is like gonna be the most critical time for me and honestly I had a bad feeling about it. Quite worried actually but maybe I take it too seriously? Feel like wanna just bang my head on the wall and die. Wtf.Muahahaha... Okay lar I should think positive weyy..or else all the negative ions will stick around with me  for some time, dang. 

Perfect imperfection

It feels kind of sad that your hard work is not being seen and appreciated. Worst, they think it otherwise, lazy and unproductive. I don't know what to say, really. I can see what you are trying to put off but what have I done? Its really dissapointing at times.


But TGIF. Plus, I have my very own emo group(you know who you are) to talk to during lunch, and also a place to cuddle, so I guess it wouldn't be that bad huh.lol.


Surprisingly, the taiwanese ladybos in that very particular restaurant handed me something when I was about to pay for my meal at the counter.

She said that its her niece from the US post to the wrong address and she ended up having a big box of them, hence she started to distribute to people. She keeps explaining its organic but I actually doubt after looking at the ingredients.lol.But it was really nice of her. She was as though sent from God, or at least at the very moment I think she was, and I was overjoyed for a bit.Haha. 

Alhough the color is on the cool tone side which is actually not my type, but looking at products that I adore makes me a happy girl again, literally. 


I know Monday will not be my day. I couldn't imagine more what will happen but I do really hope for the best although I know its quite impossible giving situations like this. I'm about to give up and I really didn't know what to believe now. 

Where the hell is April?

Team up, mixed, potion

Happy Belated Valentines. Hope I wont be too late to wish this, or maybe it is late. Ahaks.I know I abandoned my blog for quite abit so I figured today might be the best time to update as I could find some breathing time for myself, the public holidays. I think I begin to feel gratitude towards public holidays even more.lol


So, how was your valentine? I got really inspired by my grandparents. The other day when I was in their house, they showed me the old photo of theirs.

 They are such a loving couple aren't they? And I think they really looked so pretty and handsome in the olden days. The same thing goes to my mum and dad.I want to be like this too..but the problem is I'm not pretty and I don't have the other half yet. What a shame.haha. Anyway, I know he will be somewhere, I just got to go hunt for him.Okay I sound really desperate nao.wtf

Went to watch no strings attached today!! I heard that this movie was banned in Brunei?Totally crap. I always have the thinking that when I watched premier, it will be uncut? I don't know.haha


This is a must watched movieee...haha. Not that I am a jerk or something, I just like to watch love movies that makes me goes awwwww...lol. awesome. Also, Ashton is so hawttt....and Natalie is so miniature.haha. Definitely a must watch movie, you won't regret it. 


Okay I totally live in a fantasy world of mine. I knew something like Cinderella story will not happen but I still like to believe it actually does. Reality is somewhat saddening and I am beginning to doubt my ability to adapt with reality. I'm totally an alien. lol


Plus, reality is that I have to go work tomorrow. Emoticon as shown below.

I think I should catch some sleep now or I will be even grumpy tomorrow.Goodnite people. I'll see ya when I see ya. Tc