Effect

trying out the camera

If you could read me, it's the word 'sorrow'

the heart couldn't beat anymore

and it's sad because it was once a very lively heart.

there's this thing about giving up,

once you've let loose,

you don't even know why you're fighting in the first place 

Night confession

Gahhh...had the scariest dream last night. A guy attempt to jump down from the building in front of me. I tried to shout at him but I can't seem to ring a single sound. He then found the courage to jump the third time. Dang it was sooooo sooooo scary because I can even hear the thumpppp!! sound....like wtf...

I always had nightmares; crocodile, running, river, sea, ghost, mother nature, you name it....rofl. Should probably go figured out the meaning behind my dreams, heh.

Anyway, life was okay I guess....errr...not really, haha. 

It is this time I remember the things I cannot speak of even in this space, because the desire to elicit a response and the degree of privacy I accord to everybody just aren't miscible. 

sorry..

But every now and then I try to tell myself that God must had his reason for all these..

I just have to continue believing I guess.

take care people

Love,

JessieJess

Speak faith

After much rambling today, I realise I am but a loser. Gahh..should probably stop behaving like this now and look on the brighter side because the last thing I want to do is to dissapoint that person at work.

But right now...construction progress claim, why you no easier!!? Grrr...

Ok it's the attitude that counts right, but it's so hard wow.

Words cut so deep,but they only hurt after awhile, after it has sunk in. 

This is such a lame matter to talk about, but I haven't screamed in a month, so I'm doing it here now 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

ok that's much better

hahaha

On a lighter note, I got really really inspired by my big manager. I hope one day I could be as humble as he does. I want to be like one I swear to God.lols.

Ohhh...on a more random note, almost bang by a bus today. Haha. Luckily yours truly is still quite awake or not I'm gonna be minced meat I swear Hahahahaha.. Okay that's all I have for you nao..

Goodnight and takecare my boo.. 

Checkmate

Why do I still live in the past?

My life is like a fucking minefield 

And I hate it this way