I wonder when will the fountain will stop its water?

Perhaps all the things just happen together at the same time,

And it's hard for me to cope. 

The beginning is always the hardest,

I've started to take the first step,

It's now the matter of fact whether someone out there will allow this step to be solidly touch on the ground.

You no longer wish to play soldiers, and I understand it. 

原來我也不能抵抗　沮喪