Speak faith

After much rambling today, I realise I am but a loser. Gahh..should probably stop behaving like this now and look on the brighter side because the last thing I want to do is to dissapoint that person at work.

But right now...construction progress claim, why you no easier!!? Grrr...

Ok it's the attitude that counts right, but it's so hard wow.

Words cut so deep,but they only hurt after awhile, after it has sunk in. 

This is such a lame matter to talk about, but I haven't screamed in a month, so I'm doing it here now 

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

ok that's much better

hahaha

On a lighter note, I got really really inspired by my big manager. I hope one day I could be as humble as he does. I want to be like one I swear to God.lols.

Ohhh...on a more random note, almost bang by a bus today. Haha. Luckily yours truly is still quite awake or not I'm gonna be minced meat I swear Hahahahaha.. Okay that's all I have for you nao..

Goodnight and takecare my boo.. 

Checkmate

Why do I still live in the past?

My life is like a fucking minefield 

And I hate it this way

It's official

It's been 19 days since I'm sick...

Not sure what's wrong with me

It's like one case after another

Just tell me what do you want from me

Because I'm sick of being physically unfit!!!

Damn

Self hatred

Yours truly is SICK

bwahahahahahahaha

FML

I know the things we care never turn around

I haven't felt so empty in awhile. Every time I'm in whatssap, I feel genuinely sad. Sad that the world has moved on and I did nothing to catch up. That I let people that I grew up with, drift away and life pass me by.

I think it's sad that every time I come here now my posts are always of a negative nature, this place used to be a lot happier, and so did I. 

不懂我們說好了

為什麼現在　變得不一樣

為什麼現在　感情卻變涼