Hesitant Unsure..more than anything else afraid

Screwed up sleeping cycle and emotional roller-coaster. My life fumbles between awake and asleep. It feels chronically unreal in the day and snaps into feigned when night falls. Bleh not surprise as this is what tui fei people do best *cough* 


My idealistic notions are the greatest obstacles to achieving great things in life. They make me question, they make me wonder, and they make me inept and that's not cool.


But when you feel like you are mentally incarcerated in this culture you really can't help but to doubt. Dire consequences are easy to challenge but horrible to face. But really, how easy is it to look at the sky and keep your feet on the ground?


On a lighter note, why Singapore always gets the good stuff? When will we have a physical H&M store too in Malaysia? Super bosong 123321


Yesterday I looked into the crowd of faces and found one that sparked off something in me. Funny how things work out to be in this way. People says fate is something so magical, but I think fate plays around, no? 


Anyway, saw this picture from the web. Argh Jay Chou is so cute!! I love Jay Chou and I don't care!

And if he ever looks at me like that I am totally going to be 融慧玲  instead of 胡慧玲 because I am going to melt like shit.okay not funny. 


Realise how scattered my post is today? Blame the scatterbrain mind. Okay night :p

Miss Simple

I always find it hard to put a title in my post everytime, hence the random ones o.O. Wanna update here for abit as I slacked for quite long. lol. I know this is long overdue, but I still wanted to blog about my experience in KL and not forgetting my awe Sephora the other day.

Three musketeers *cough*

 Lucky enough, I'm not someone who lives in KL because if this happen, I'm pretty sure my place to hang out often will be in Sephora lol. 

Look at all these massive products. Tell me it's not crazy lol 

Dinner @MadamKwan

And of course my Subway too but I didn't manage to snap them mainly because I forget number one, and number two, we had a pretty much final destination activity together because we went back at 9 smthn but ended up reaching home nearly at 1am, not forgetting all those checked in at KLIA and stuff haha. I don't wanna mention about it as I'm pretty sure this post will be dread long if I do lol

On a random note, I'm supposed to adopt this little puppy that featured in The Star newspaper the other day. Ended up I didn't manage to, as the parents objected ( too far from my state). Well, I don't really know why people just wanted a male puppy/dog but not the female ones. For me, I prefer female as always. I mean, idk maybe is just their mind set that the male dog is more profitable than female as they can earn more when they are being paired up to get puppies? Idk don't judge me. I think if you only care about profit, then I don't think any one should adopt/buy one in the first place as it will cause to addition of stray dogs and dog abusive. Why? Because they are not prepared and take things for granted.

Apparently, I couldn't stand people rare dogs just to look after their house. Fair enough, it could, but some treated the dog as a dog, you know what I mean. Okay. now I'm rambling haha but at least I  do update rite :p 

okay chaoz

Incredible J ( Asus N43SL)

I'm back, I'm back at last. Dissapeared for the longest time ever. lol. Blame the previous laptop that failed on me.haha So I picked up the Jay's laptop AT LAST. I'm seriously his hardcore fan I must say. 

So here is my personal experience with it :)

It comes with a sturdy box and with Jay's image on it and his initial on the other side. 

Unboxing them real quick lol

Comes with the basis stuff 

With his postcards

I picked up the Gold one

Sooo classy and most importantly, the sound system is fantastic. I'm actually debating whether I should pick the gold or the pink one. I've been in the shop choosing for almost an hour, if not less. I rather describe it as Paris Hilton vs Kim Kardashian type of thing. LOL I'm not saying I'm anyone of them, I just mean on the coloring side though. I'm not really a girly girl myself, hence I picked up the more classy ones, the gold. Really in love with this color. Alot people told me that this color is more 'nai kan' if you get what I mean lol.

When windows is start up, it has the Jay's own composed music and then some images and the letter of the Incredible J.I've tried my best to capture them, but it's too fast at the beginning lol.  

The thing about this laptop is that the cover lid is designed wholly by Jay. The pink one looks too 12.5%-ish for my taste, so this is a plus. lol. Notice how 复古 it actually looks? hahaha *proud face*

Also, the palm-rest area has this cute little music score all along and the best of all, Jay's imprint signature on the right hand side. Typing till here makes me super excited I wanna shout can. lol. Another reason why I pick this color is because the palm-rest for the Gold is matte whereas the pink one is kinda the reflective ones which is way too cheapy looking in my opinion ( no offence, personal preference though). 

Not forgetting, the keyboard letter "J" is in Baroque style which is also designed by Jay Chou lol

Well of course the sound system is the most attractive of all. It's collaboration from Bang & Olufsen and I have to admit that the base and sound system is really good. One word, awe. You have to go listen to it before judging me, it's superb.

But well do you really need this lappy? I would say not necessary if you already have a function one. But very good timing for me that my previous lappy crashed, so I could pick this baby up.lol. However, if you are one of Jay's hardcore fans( like me lol)  I think you should because this piece of art is really something you really don't wanna miss.  All in all, I'm really excited that I own this laptop. Which means,  I'm back to the blogging world !!!

Thanks for reading my long winded post

I'll see ya soon 

:)