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trying out the camera

If you could read me, it's the word 'sorrow'

the heart couldn't beat anymore

and it's sad because it was once a very lively heart.

there's this thing about giving up,

once you've let loose,

you don't even know why you're fighting in the first place 

Night confession

Gahhh...had the scariest dream last night. A guy attempt to jump down from the building in front of me. I tried to shout at him but I can't seem to ring a single sound. He then found the courage to jump the third time. Dang it was sooooo sooooo scary because I can even hear the thumpppp!! sound....like wtf...

I always had nightmares; crocodile, running, river, sea, ghost, mother nature, you name it....rofl. Should probably go figured out the meaning behind my dreams, heh.

Anyway, life was okay I guess....errr...not really, haha. 

It is this time I remember the things I cannot speak of even in this space, because the desire to elicit a response and the degree of privacy I accord to everybody just aren't miscible. 

sorry..

But every now and then I try to tell myself that God must had his reason for all these..

I just have to continue believing I guess.

take care people

Love,

JessieJess