My addiction

I'm so in love with this song right NOW!!!!!

Why are you so talented Jay Chou????

And your song always comes at the right time.

less than three for you 

Enjoy :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mdnNDpwwHqI&feature=share

Are you kidding?

Sorry for not updating. I've been sick like really really unknown sick till now. I could really guess that's something wrong with me or whatsoever lol. But anyway, I thought that I could at least type a few words here to let you guys know that I'm still alive. Still didn't have the mood coming for my birth date post so I guess that will have to wait. 

Idk, for some reason I think that I had some serious major unknown sickness is coming. I don't think I made any sense, don't I? haha just hope everything will be fine. Trying to have a little faith in myself. *finger-cross*

I remembered I was born in 23 years back

Sorry to hold up this post for so so long now. Haha. I even got comments before I post anything up here yet :p I get quite sick after my birth date and I wanna make sure that I'm really alright before posting as it's a very special date for me. Haha yea I'm a super sentimental person wtf bwahaha

So I remembered my ex housemates called at 12 sharp to wish me by singing 5 different languages of birthday song. I'm actually sleeping because I'm old and don't really expect much haha but they definitely made my day *big wet eyes* okay I know my eyes are small but I don't care lar it rhymes. lol.Thanks Cynthia and Poohbear <3

As I grew older, I don't really look forward to day like this. I mean idk, I pretty much anticipate this date when I was younger thinking that I was born at this date xx years back then. I always think it's something so special and life could be this awesome.Haha Omg now that I'm typing this I felt so abnormal wtf.

*kills the rambling* I know how hard Jialing tried to entertain me throughout the day as she is the only one who is available as others are not in town. She brought me to shop around, to the beach and then lure me to the cafe. Not forgetting Melissa who rushed back just for me at night. haha I love you guys, and you know that I mean it.

Thanks to the people who sent text messages, as well as posted on my Facebook's wall. I really appreciate that. To me, I don't remember people's birthday unless Facebook notifies me about that, hence I don't expect people to remember mine either. But I'm really glad they actually did :)

Lastly, still wanted to thanks to the parents for all the sacrifices that you guys had done for me. I may not be a very good daughter or sibling, but I'll try to prove that I'm someone worth mentioning.

Last last lastly, lol. Thanks for the presents. You guys do not have to do that, I'm feeling really spoilt. hehe.

The blouse is also from the bffs *winks*.For more close up for the items, you may visit my beauty blog here 

http://myhaulage-and-stuff.blogspot.com/2011/10/i-will-update-here-later-p.html
hahaha I feel so funny looking at the html wtf

I wish that someone could see my existence even I'm in silence and could love me when I'm a nobody

Ohhh.. I want to secure a good job too :D

Less than three, guys

Take care

I'M A FRESH GRAD

I've made it at last!!!

Thanks for all the support and love from the family & friends

Not forgetting my four-legged sista

<3

Waked after September

I know I talk crap on my previous post but I guess I'm pretty much okay now as October is finally here. If you are wondering, October is my birthday month and yes, I'm a Libra baby which I'm really fair & justice when it comes to dealing with everyday life.lolz. I could feel that October is definitely a good month for me, well at least I hope so.Plus, it is also a National Breast Cancer Awareness month. I just feels that this month is really special and it means alot to me. Ohh.. and did I mentioned too that your's truly is graduating this coming week? Gahh.. I feel so much relieved now that everything is pretty much ending soon. Maybe I'll tear off my cert in front of the stage to celebrate the happiness. lol jk jk :p

Living in Vanity

Rejecting a job interview is a really bad thing, no? You judge it yourself. Gahh. I think I've been living in this secured point for quite some time now and I think it's time to go out, but everything just came into nothingness. Although I've been given a pretty good chance to, but when parents hope vs your will power, it's kinda deceive everything. 


I get really dissapointed at times, but I couldn't bare to see dissapointment in their faces at the same time. I wonder when I will learn and deal with it as I'm kinda a sucker for that. I've been pleading, I eat pretty much soups so that I doesn't fall sick, drink plenty of water, I plan with the friends and then in the end bamm! all just vanished. Idk, I'm so jaded that I'm blogging about this. Maybe I still couldn't get over such dissapointments. Or is it because I wanted to get this lesson out of my system and write it down?


I've been tearing for two good days,  I don't know whether I should follow my heart or be considerate. But I guess in the end I pretty much screwed up on my own future. But just because things don't work out, doesn't mean somebody has to be at fault and you blame them for it.


Well, maybe at least there's where my EQ is being trained all these while.