It's been so long ever sinced I've stepped in here with the girls.It was an awe feeling all over again. God knows what I did over high schools and universities. *smirk*
It's probably a habit that I have that I want to succumb it all over. I love to be around with positives people because by that I could indulge with positives zens all around. Like wtf reason is this. lols
To me basically, life haven't changed for a bit. I'm still me with the same kind of thinking and personalities I'm actually quite surprise. I wasn't complaining but each individuals should at least grow an inch or so, no?
Despite my hair been chopped super short now, I don't think I have any more complaints at the moment right now. Oh wait. I thought I just did that from previous para. Lmao
Maybe I can have like another 24 hrs more for work done. teehee
Alright I'm so scattered minded right now I couldn't think of proper sentences to represents my mood now. Failed max -_-
Take care lovelies
It's probably because I lost sight of why I was writing down my personal, innermost thoughts on a public medium for everyone to see as it seems to me that when we're young and fueled by zealous verve and impulsive youthfulness we need to get everything out there and to let the world know exactly how we feel. Then as we get older ( I am, for all intents and purposes, an adult now. I suppose.) we cherish our privacy more, value quiet contemplation and perhaps begin to understand that maturity means being able to bottle up unnecessary and puerile emotions and to only sweat the important stuff.
But little things affect us because little things afflict us.
It occurs to me that I have got to stop getting so emotionally attached to things. It would be so much easier if I could just watch the things (or people) I love disappear from my life, accept it, and just move on without so much as a nostalgic glance back.
Isn't it ironic that it's the days when I do nothing at all that are the most emotionally charged?
Jesus Christ
It's been awhile. It feels really alive when I started to write. I cannot believe what I've lost. I cannot believe how I betray faith and acceptance. People just aren't the same anymore as time goes by. I cannot see my future, eventually become greedy and I'm afraid by the thinking of mine. I need more. More than just a mere title. Sometimes I wish there will be a twist in life that could held free of everything. But everything seems so little and nothing.
I couldnt communicate well because we spoke in a different world. We have the same blood flowing but the way education shape us tears us so far apart. Argument is always on trigger but thanks to yours truly high maintanance of EQ level, I let it go.
To me personally, I hope I could grow in a better environment. Not like this being a shadow that doesn't belongs to me.
I don't know which irritates me more, you or me?
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