I guess everything seems doesn't really matter anymore, rite?

Sometimes I look to death for an answer. It's easy, clean and perfect but you all know I do not have the guts to do it. Why should I be sad anyway? What gives me the right to possess the thoughts of underprivileged, I'm just being self indulgent and ungrateful, but it doesn't work this way. 

It's not like I don't know why, I do, in the deepest darkest recesses of my tortured soul. But there's nothing I can do about it. That's far worst isn't it? I'd rather be unaware of why my life's so unfulfilling than to know but be unable to even guide, let alone change, the hands of my pathetic fate. 

I can't bear to leave this responsibility, but neither do I bear to let myself  get involved again and I feel like a crash is about to happen

Very soon

Ending of another end

Boo. I didn't know that my action will lead me to this much of a pain and this is the part I'm afraid the most- the dissapearance. I really didn't know what fucking force I had that pushed me to act this way.fmldotcom.

 I guess I'm too frequent here and I really got nothing to blog about, but this is the only place that I could linger given this part of a time. 

On a lighter note, went to catch a movie with my bestiest today. I think if cinemas extinct, I will too. hahaha  

Obviously this is the favorite part of my life. I probably should get the VIP passes in GSC lol. 

And not forgetting, we painted our nails together. 

Hers

Mine

I really couldn't live without French manicure.

 <3

Well that's it. Short and nice, simple and uncomplicated. 

Can I buy desyrel in pharmacist? 

Ok bai~

Morphine alarms

Just came back from the parade. 

Couldn't believe  it's been a year. I still remember having the craziest friend lingpei with me last year with the craziest incident along the way. lol. This time around, with cousin and her friend, sorry I couldn't catch his name again. I think I have some serious STM at the moment. haha

Them

Every path has its own memory, in a good way. And I still could remember this place so vividly, I know I shouldn't right? Well, I don't know.

I seriously have to admit I'm aging. I'm having major pain all over after the parade. I think I should probably go consume sheep placentas,lol okay gross. 

Picked these up for the ACCA-ians who will be facing exams and also for the Sg auditor. Where to find such a good friend, you tell me. *flips hair* 

So they were chatting about a book called "the secret" (high 5 if you too think its Jay's movie) which says that people should have their own dream board where you paste pictures for your inspiration and it's said you will eventually achieved them, which kinda reminds me of the book called being happy by Andrew Matthews; positive vibes will only stick to you when you think positive, vice versa. I don't know, I guess if I ever have such a board I would probably paste pictures of Sephora and maybe Alexa Chung. Who knows I will own the whole Sephora and have Alexa's taste of vintage one day right.haha okay I'm just kidding, don't show me that face Miss Low :p

 I guess I've been awake for the past 48 hours. Shoo you insomnia. This morning is a struggle, I woke up with knots in my heart and anxiety-filled dread. Time is a tangible entity, an exponentially decreasing distance to the end. and I am pulled along by its supernatural force through the forest of apathy and derision. I can't remember the last time I felt totally at ease, but it must have been much warmer than it is now. Sorry this post suddenly become super dread, solitude is such a killer to me. I better go grab some sleep now. 

Goodnight peeps

time machine

A couple of days ago I was in Muar for some business matter :p

I would say its not really that far that I would imagine , literally. Maybe about 45minutes drive I suppose. And I guess I was only been there twice. Apparently, its just the river that attracts me the most lol 

And I find I always ended up doing stuff like this, I don't know why I'm still stuck with this life.

My reward for everything nyek

And outing with the girls is as fun as ever. I guess I just have them in my friend list now hence you will only be seeing their pictures in my blog, as always. Haha I don't really have much friend, you know.lol

 Lunch in Kenny

All time favorite

So alittle small celebration for these two Taurus babies. It's not really that grand-ish I would say but the heart that counts, eh.

Happy Birthday again to both of you 

:)

eND oF sToRy

Long time no see peeps

I guess pictures could paint my whole week activities.

So here we go

I <3 outing

awesome weather with stupid jam

hao jiu bu jian

DIY nails

   its not really that flattering on me

      looks really cute on her

  bikini nail lol

      her territory

      yay its the last time she will ever step in here again

awww this is super nice.PORK!!!! nom nom nnom

           prawn wantan :D

her favorite

my favorite!!!

too bad it didnt open when I went the other day because of some private event 
T_T

food of the night. :P

 and because I couldn't spend on sephora I die die also want to buy something that can't be bought in Malacca nyek

So that's it

Its a pretty lazy post I know & mostly its just food 
haha

I just want a quick summarize of everything before more exciting weeks coming

I will improve :p

Until next time