Almost there

I had been always looking forward for this date to come but this year, nada. If you ever wondered why, I should questioned this to myself first. Didn't really expect that things will turned upside down the day before. I always     asked myself what have I done to have reach to this situation and its rather pathetic that it keeps repeat on its own.  Highly discouraging, I screwed it up.

Each stage in our life is a grueling cruel process of judging your capabilities and inabilities, sometimes I wonder if life is ever so punishing and unforgiving.


Its really easy to get those angry words, but you've to listen to the sadness beneath. I really don't know why I am beginning to sound like this. 


Happy Birthday to me.