Booo

I think I looks really tanned these days and I hate!!! My seniors agreed so and I am so damn sad okay!!!! roarr.. I want to bleach myself bleach bleach bleach!!! eeeee can I be like the above picture of ruby?hahaha

Okay I guess I'm gonna use this opportunity to hunt for whitening skincare products.Any recommendations on which to use, as all the counters are having whitening range now.And I'm so broke.I think I can only use bleach to whitens the skin. lol okay, I'm just kidding.haha

Not that I hate being tanned but it makes my skin so uneven!! Like half of my arms are really tanned and another half is like super white.And and and I can see the watch shape so obvious compared to 2 months back! cries~

Iamtannedgirlsowhatfuckmylife

Obsession

Thank You Low Kuan Yun!!!!!

I LOVE YOU <3

HAHAHAHAHA

Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake

Its been quite a long time since I've stayed up quite late alone in my own room. This solitude atmosphere is making me nostalgic as it reminds me of the days when I am in hostel. Did I just sound like an old woman? haha.. Its only a year ago and I miss everything already. Seriously why must we grow up? 

I've been thinking for quite alot these days, about my future, my life, my everything but it all come into nothingness as I started to wonder where will I be ending up at. My seniors told me what you are studying will not eventually be the one you will be working but I felt uncertain about myself! Apart from me like to be given workloads that I love to do but another part of me was telling me that this is not meant for me. Argh I hate making decisions !!

I can live with the monotonous grind on a daily basis but I can't bear the emotional clips and caverns, my like is like a fucking minefield.

I really really miss my schooling life more than you can ever imagine. I don't really recall how life was back then, but it couldn't have been worse than this. 

25 Facts About me

Figured I will do this post just for you guys to know me better as well as to inspire my soul and tell me what I really want in life :D. There we go 




1) I have 8 steps of skincare a day.
2) I have 15% mixed blood in me which I don't feel very proud of.
3) I have serious gastric problem hence I can't eat even a tad bit of sour.
4) Guy who has thick brow or single eyelids attract me the most.
5) I'm afraid of the sea
6)  I'm totally a home person
7) I have weird sickness where I see flashing of lights like a zigzag ones when I'm too tired, too hungry, too hot or too glare, which explains why I'm a dangerous driver cz i cannot see half of the vision for abt 30 minutes before nausea attack and serious migraine.
8) People might have Bieber fever, but I have Jay fever.rofl
9) I love anything with rhinestones, or studs as long as they are not cheaply made
10) I hate chocolates very much :/
11) I wear la-pa pants when I'm in primary 6 and I think it was so cool back then.Fashion disaster.rofl
12) I'm hungry while I'm posting this bwahaha
13) Watching movie in cinema is my love.
14) I like positive vibes people as they balanced me up ( if that makes sense)
15)I love to eat pork!! hahahaha
16) My mood will be extremely good when its raining.
17) I carry a small dream where I could save and know the reason why exactly whales beached themselves every year
18) Hate smokers :/
19) Totally wish I could own the whole Sephora
20) Libra
21) Scared of ghost  altho I stay in place where hundreds had jumped down before.
22) Thinking 25 facts is really too much nao :/
23) I am a good influencer, to be honest.haha
24) I dislike numbers.
25) Piano inspires me alot even though I didn't know to play one :)

Alright, I tag people who read this post. 

Its your turn.

How well do you know yourself?

Never say never

Recently I've felt like I have so many things to say but so little energy to do so. Blame the crazy mind and brain that works together to destroy this little poor girl.  Plus, I have to rush for work like crazy, hence all the brain cells condemned me.

Imagine I have to finish this all by myself within 3 fucking days!!! And this cost 2k. I would probably just open my own firm and earn 6k in 9days. lol. 




Well I guess I abandoned my beauty blog for quite a long time I think and I should probably make a post there soon. Finger crossed that I am going to be able to update there despite the workloads I'm facing naooo. I think I should just lay straight and die~~~ hahaha.. Peace

Apart from me

I don't wanna lie, but I still couldn't get over Jay after watching his concert. The people in rock zone is real lucky.AWW~ He is ever so talented and I wonder how he could ever make it. Inspiring people. 

I'm still stuck with this emo shit still lingering around me, literally. Maybe is because I have too much fun over the weekend with the girls. How I wish 5th of march could just stop there, forever. I wish I won't grow and could stay young in life too.rofl

Guess I have a brain damage today so I couldn't find more things to blog about and I think I'm gonna fall sick soon.Alright, well I guess I'll just stop here. Until next time.